Fuck with the come clean shit...

I fucking hate this feeling... what is this? What's wrong me? What am I doing wrong? I'm that ugly? That stupid? I don't know what the hell is wrong with the whole world... am I the one who's wrong? My philosophy of being monogamus is wrong? Do I have mimic the whole fricking world? I actually live in a 3rd world country... and still, see so nasty shit things from "1st world beliefs"... I fucking hate this... why can't I meet a normal person with a clean sleek record history? Fuck it... I'm going to be celibate ¬¬